this goes for you ♥

Have you ever thought if you give it a try
let it be a yes just for once, it might be different this time?
You got yourself so chained to the past
and I know you are scared it might not end up right
but I promise I will not give up on us or let us die.
You have been hurt, and stabbed in your back
it gets harder to step ahead when you stumb
over and over your feet do not know the path
but take my hand, I promise it will be worth trying.
I know I can't promise you the moon or the sun
I can't say you will not cry
I just can't tell you won't fall on your knees
or sometimes get weak
but I can tell, I'll be there, all along, all the way
and I can swear I'll do my best
so this you will never regret,
letting go all of your chains and fears
me wiping away all of your tears
giving you the strengh not to sear.
I promised you this, yesterday
I promise you this, todayI will promise you this, everyday.

Won't Let Me Go ♥ ~

There may be times I'm troubled about how tomorrow will come

Will you still be there smiling at me back?

Will you still have eyes just for me until the sun goes down?

It might be crazy, it might get desperate even like a bunch of nonsenses.

Maybe the biggest foolishness get us the simplest happiness

so you can bet I'm willing to try, we can make it happen, right?

Will you still laugh with me at my silliness?

Will you still find me beautiful in the morning light?

In a sea of fears and uncertainties, where I don't know where it will take me

but I got quite for sure, my finish line it's you.

Will you still kiss away all the tears?

Will you still try to make me giggle like you always do?

I'm worried about not having you tomorrow. I'm concerned you won't come back to me

I'm scared this could have an end, it hurts to think you could leave someday.

Will you still be there even when you have no reason to be?

Will you stay even when it's not so fun anymore?

Will you still find this girl special?

Will you still love and care about her like before?

Will you stay until tomorrow comes into a new day?

Promise me please, you won't let me go.

me. myself. and I

1: Full name: Florencia Belen
2: Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
3: 3 Fears: spiders, death, changes
4: 3 things I love: JB, London, colors
5: 4 thing that turns you on: Music, friends, travelling, laughing.
6: 4 turns off: argueing, hanger, studying, the simpsons
7: My best friend: Yaninu, Clauxi
8: Sexual orientation: REALLY like boys
9: My best first date: Don't have one.
10: How tall am I: 1.55m
11: What do I miss: Some friends, I'd like to see them more often
12: What time were I born: 6.20am
13: Favourite color: fuchsia
14: Do I have a crush: Yes, on a celebrity.
15: Favourite quote: Don't really have one, but maybe... "Live like you're at the bottom even if you're at the top"
16: Favourite place: London
17: Favourite food: Pasta (gnocci)
18: Do I use sarcasm: ME? SARCASM? HAHAHAHA. Yes :)
19: What am I listening to right now: Set fire to the rain - Adele
20: First thing I notice in new person: Smiles. Nice smiles attracts me.
21: Shoe size: In Argentina,36
22: Eye color: Brown
23: Hair color: Blonde
24: Favourite style of clothing: Romantic, classic.
25: Ever done a prank call?: Oh yes baby.
26: What colour of underwear I'm wearing now?: Blue and white
27: Meaning behind my URL: Actually I wanted a different one... "dreaming under the stars" cause that's what I do, dream all day long! 
28: Favourite movie: Right now, I think it could be "Letters to Juliet"
29: Favourite song: Any by Jonas Brothers is my favourite.
30: Favourite band: I think that's quite obvious, isn't it?
31: How I feel right now: Sleepy and quiet.
32: Someone I love: My besties.
33: My current relationship status: Waiting for Nick J hahaha. Single
34: My relationship with my parents: Good enough to deal with it. 
35: Favourite holiday: Whatever that involves flying.
36: Tattoos and piercing i have: I don't have.
37: Tattoos and piercing i want: I want a tattoo with my handwriting saying "dreams"
38: The reason I joined blogspot: Because of one of my friends, she told me to.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: He kinda hates me, but I don't.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: Nope, FOREVER ALONE. HAHA
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?: NOOOO, that was my best friend
42: When did I last hold hands?: Today with daddy
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: Not too long, 5 mins.
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?: Are you spying me? HAHA, yes otherwise I would be a monkey by now
45: Where am I right now?: In the kitchen
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?: My friends, I guess HAHA
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: It depends of where I am, but I like it loud!
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: Yepie!
49: Am I excited for anything?: I am!!!
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?: I do!! He's been with me since I'm 11 yrs.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: I usually don't, I'm joyful.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?: On thursday, with my friends from college!
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: OOOOOOOOOOOOOH, it would be like a pain in the ass
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?: No, I got clear who I like and who I don't.
55: What is something I disliked about today?: Uhm, nothing so far
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: Meet again Nick Jonas.
57: What do I think about most?: Myself. HA biiiiiiiiig ego. Just kidding, uhm maybe my bff.
58: What’s my strangest talent?: I can flex my fingers in really weird positions
59: Do I have any strange phobias?: Uhm, I think so.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?: MAN IT'S ME YOU'RE TALKING WITH, IN FRONT OF COURSE!!
61: What was the last lie I told?: I don't remember.
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?: Video chatting!
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: Nope.
64: Do I believe in magic?: LUMOS! Hahah yeah
65: Do I believe in luck?: Sometimes
66: What's the weather like right now?: Sunny and hot
67: What was the last book I've read?: uuuuuuuuuuufff, Eclipse I think..
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?: If it isn't too strong, yes
69: Do I have any nicknames?: Many many nicknames
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?: Falling in the bath
71: Do I spend money or save it?: Both, but I'm a shopaholic what means.......over spending.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge?: NO :( that's my trauma
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?: Uh? No
74: Favourite animal?: Lion
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: Listening to music.
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: Paranoid
78: How can you win my heart?: Listening to my travel stories, laughing a lot and listening to me when I speak out my heart about my past.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?: "Never stop believing"
80: What is my favorite word?: Dreams
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?: I FUCKING LOVE NICK JONAS. HAHA No, just kidding. Stay strong, everything finally ends right, I promise it will be better tomorrow :)
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?: No.
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?: Flying!
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?: I got nothing to hide, so ask whatever you want to
86: What is my current desktop picture?: a panoramic pic of London
87: Had sex?: Never..
88: Bought condoms?: Haha no
89: Gotten pregnant?: oh yeah, I never had sex but I got pregnant of the holy spirit
90: Failed a class?: so many
91: Kissed a boy?: oh yeah e.e sweet sweet sweet :$
92: Kissed a girl?: Nope
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?: I WISH!!
94: Had job?: No, too lazy.
95: Left the house without my wallet?: Many many times
96: Bullied someone on the internet?: I'm not that kind of person
97: Had sex in public?: ...
98: Played on a sports team?: At school, and it was the torture!
99: Smoked weed?: I'm glad I haven't
100: Did drugs?: No...
101: Smoked cigarettes?: Alright, I have no life maybe, but I've never smoked a cigarette
102: Drank alcohol?: No (?) HAHA OF COURSE 
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?: Nope
104: Been overweight?: Story of my life
105: Been underweight?: I wish...
106: Been to a wedding?: Aww yes!
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?: :$ yes, I have
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?: Noo, too boring
109: Been outside my home country?: Yepie!! Best memories eva
110: Gotten my heart broken?: Well thats quite easy to happen
111: Been to a professional sports game?: Never
112: Broken a bone?: Nope
113: Cut myself?: No, thanks God..
114: Been to prom?: No
115: Been in airplane?: YES YES YES YES!!! GOTTA LOVE THAT
116: Fly by helicopter?: I wish, that would be sooo cool!
117: What concerts have I been to?: Jonas Brothers, Miley Cyrus
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?: Iugh, no
119: Learned another language?: Actually, I'm not speakin my native language
120: Wore make up?:  I'd be an alien if I haven't by now
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?: 19 and nothing so far...
122: Had oral sex?: WHAT PART OF I HAVEN'T HAD SEX DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND? Jk
123: Dyed my hair?: Kind of
124: Voted in a presidential election?: Nope
125: Rode in an ambulance?: Yes, some years ago!
126: Had a surgery?: Yep
127: Met someone famous?: THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, NICK JONAS ♥
128: Stalked someone on a social network?: Who haven't?
129: Peed outside?: On the route
130: Been fishing?: Nope
131: Helped with charity?: Yes, of course!
132: Been rejected by a crush?: Oh, yep.
133: Broken a mirror?: No, god.
134: What do I want for birthday?: That my friends from college can come with me to London, that would be really awesome!
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?: Two, Kevin and Victoria
136: Was I named after anyone?: Nope
137: Do I like my handwriting?: Yes, it's super cute
138: What was my favourite toy as a child?: Idk
139: Favourite Tv Show?: I don't watch much tv
140: Where do I want to live when older?: London, my biggest dream :3
141: Play any musical instrument?: Flute
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?: Sitting on a chair. Yes, you read it right, it was broken, and it hurt me.
143: Favourite pizza toping?: Muzzarella
144: Am I afraid of the dark?: Yes
145: Am I afraid of heights?: No, I love 'em
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?: Yes hihihi.
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?: Yes.
148: What I'm really bad at: SPORT. SOOOOOOOOO FREAKING BAD
149: What my greatest achievments are: Finishing high school, getting over my disease
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: I eareased those memories
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery: Buy a ticket for all my friends to travel around the world.
152: What do I like about myself: my personality, my hair, my eyebrows
154: Something I fantasise about: marrying my idol, living in Europe
155: Any question you'd like: Idk

How could I forget this? I would never ever do it. That was our first picture together. We were so little by then, innocent and tender. Look at us, you would never imagine, but behind our eyes, there was sadness, we were going through something really hard, but TOGETHER as we were, we could make it through it.

It only had been a year since we'd met, but we were already best friends. Every night we would cry while chatting because it was too much for our young lives. But together we stayed strong enough to keep moving forward.
And so we did. We kept moving forward,  at first the steps were uncertain, we didn't know where  to go, what to do, if we were right or we were wrong,  that was our reality, awkwardly uncertain,  but we had each other every second, every minute, every hour, she got my back and so I got hers. Whatever we were going, we lean beside the other to put the one step behing the other.



And suddenly, one day, it was better, brighter... Time was going faster, we were joyful and happier, smiling here smiling there. We made it, we did it, we TOGETHER got over it, went through it.

Look at these girls right now, what do you see? I will tell you what I see.

Strenght. Loyalty. Laughter. Happiness. Friendship. Dreams. Soulmates. Sisters. 

With you ladies and gentlemen, the best person I've ever met, my little angel, MY BEST FRIEND.

Because they saved my life...

London hold on, I'll be there soon!

I will be coming home again

thanks GOD for the people you put in my way ♥

The ones that have left, 

the ones that are still here 

and the new ones that have appeared, 

all of them, mean so much to me. 

My two best friends, the one I know and the one I don't (yet). They came up in one of the most difficult times I've ever had, and when I was the most boring, annoying and horrible thing, they where still there, as it was cool to do it. I don't know why they were by my side, I don't know why they were and they are with me, I only know that they are one of the reasons I was and I am strong enough.

My hero, my idol and my angel, even though I only spent one minute with him, these five years since I know him, have been everything to me, he gave me the peace I most needed it. 

My new friends, I know them so little, but my love for them is huge. They proved me you don't need to have been there since the begining if you will be there until the end. They are so good to me even when they don't know everything, they still care, and that's more than what I can ask for.

And the ones that left, they've been amazing to me, and gave me the best memories I could have, I will never forget them, not even as we take separate ways.

So thank you God.